the bright family: Aynslee's first S-N-O-W

Monday, December 13, 2010

Aynslee's first S-N-O-W

First look at the snow.

She didn't really understand WHAT we were doing to her.

Ahhh...snow. No school. No work. Sleep in. Cozy up. Peppermint Mocha. Pretty. Jammy Wammy's. Snow boots. Hats. Glubs or mittens. Missing....again, it feels like yesterday, yet forever ago Ava was sledding down the hill with daddy...giggling the whole way down..."mommy, come wis me". "Love you mommy"...."mommy, watch meeee". I love you Ava. I missed you this snowy morning. Another missed opportunity....it's becoming familiar. Your sister wanted to eat the snow...she loved it. But, we missed you (as usual).

Of course, couldn't post without one of Miss Ava Shaye.

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It's ok to reach out to us. You are not bothering us. It's ok if you can't. If you don't know what to say, "I'm so sorry you lost Ava" , with, or with out a hug, is all we need. It's ok if you say something and I start to cry. You didn't cause it. Death caused it. You didn't "remind" me of her death, because not a second goes by that I am not thinking of her. Aching for her. It's ok if you see us out and we are smiling and appear to be doing well. At that moment, we might be. Other moments we are doing so, absolutely, not well. It's ok if you said the wrong thing or didn't say the right thing because there is no wrong or right thing to say. There is no wrong or right way to BE when your child dies. There is no right way to do this. We'll figure it out together. Thank you for loving us!